Three Poems
Mara Gale Fein

hard to say
grasp it or not
i offer my fair hand
as i pass and stop
always on my mind
your dead are
with foul hatreds
each has smeared the other
because some of us are vile
so do not turn your back on me
and love and hope
for we do pray to the same God of grief
slake our thirst from the same fountain
break bread at the same counter
we must ride on the same bus
in America
crouched in fear’s new ghettos
shot in synagogue or church or supermarket
lynched like Emmet Till or Leo Frank
smothered by patrolman’s knee or Zyclon B
starved and suffocated in slave ship or cattle car
Who suffered most?
i’m not interested
i’m not interested in
what i never told you
And It Came to Pass
You open a door marked Emergency
and the air is saturated with promises
Each of them has a human face.
One man makes a vow never to do anything wrong again,
another that the law will be his faith;
a young woman with outstretched hands
swears she will never die for lack of love or grief or regret.
But the clerics and the generals enter two by two
like questions and answers
and the dove flies away.
And you sit and watch the burning bush
consume nothing but you and your forgiveness.
And then you start again.
None Shall Defile Himself for the Dead
Leviticus xxi, 1-3.
after Muriel Rukeyser
We live in the second century of world wars.
Most nights we clutch the edge
of the bed turn over
the stone
dig up the corpse, scream at the
heavens and the earth that
said let there be a God
in the morning we call friends.
Sodom and Gomorrah are booming, we agree.
Together, we pray to the men who
create gods from the dust of the earth;
the bulldozer and the stream roller,
the missile and the drone,
Prada and Ferragamo.
In the afternoon, we clock out,
turn the bloodied hourglass
into wages of memory
by the evening. We are in
confusion.
If none should defile himself
for the dead how are caskets to be paid for,
memorials to be built as
the night darkens
across waves of despair.
We send out the dove. She
returns with tears for the eyes,
pain for the heart.
Most mornings we
of cursed memories
wake to the light of night.
Others do not wake at all.
About the Author
Mara Gale Fein most often writes of loss. She has been recently anthologized in Look Away Now, a collection of poems on hope and despair. Her poetry also has appeared in California Quarterly, Amethyst Review and CCAR Journal. Other work has appeared in Tahoma Literary Review, Wilderness House Literary Review and Poor Yorick, among others. She holds a doctorate in English from the University of Southern California.

